Us in yellow PFD ^^ LOveee them ^^

ppl... UPDATE!!!!!! BLOG'S DEAD!!! lols...

venn^^

YO.

Yayyy, Audrey is finally posting. Although I think, no one is coming here to view already. O:
Please keep it updated once in awhile? :(

Went Vivo & Jurong Point today! :)
I'm saaaaaaaaad, I fell sick & I lost my 14 bucks shades!
:( :( :(
I'm going to buy again this week. O: I want that shadesssssssss. :x
I want to Audi, I want to Audi, I want to Audi. :)

OKAY! I SHALL GO AUDI.
TATAAAAAAAAAA.
Bunk, bunk, bunk!

i posted i posted !
randommm ! :D


i wan g bunk on 13thh ! =X
im complaining t some poor person on th phoneee :D
ahahahahs i miss him ):
can saturday come quick quick pleaseee ? T.T

`star :D

this blog is ubber dead.

pic from me. ;D

proudly presenting, my Favourite Team :)

jus trying to spice up this dead blog.. haha ^^

venn ^^

i dunno wad i'm

doing

thinking

wadeva's going thru my head.

i'm going in

i'm not supposed to.

but i still go into this trap i've forseen.

wadeva.

i dunno

i'll jus...

let nature takes its course

but i carn deny

i dun have that insecurity

-ven

gahhs .
shared blog is deadddd ! X:
me reviveee ! ;D

credits t eliii ^^

7 YEARS AGO.
1) How old were you?
- 5.

2) How you go to school?
- i forgot . rly. x:

3) Where did you work?
- nowhr la x:

4) Where did you live?
- woodlands [:

5 )Where did you hang out?
- homeee [: guaikiaa !

6) Did you wear glasses?
- nopee .

7) Who was your friend(s)?
- erm ... fwens ... tons -.-

8) How many piercings did you have?
- guaikia = noo !

9) What car did you drive?
- no license how t drive -.-

10) Had you been to a real party?
- yeap . i rmb one x:

12 ) Had your heart broken?
- nopee .

13) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
- singlee nd innocent :D

2 YEARS AGO.
1) How old were you?
- 10.

2 ) How do you go to school?
- walk thr lor -.- opp road only ma x:

3) Where did you work?
- nowhr -.-

4 ) Where did you live?
- STILL woodlands ;D

5 ) Where did you hang out?
- schoooool !

6) Did you wear glasses?
- yeapp x:

7) Who were your friends?
- er ... i rmb veena X:

8) Who was your crush?
- ehh . cannot say lar ^^

9) How many tattoos did you have?
- nonee

10) How many piercings did you have?
- don't havee [:

11) What car did you drive?
- i repeat ; no license T.T

1 2) Had your heart broken?
- er .. abit ? no ? -.-

13) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
- taken . WAS .

NOW!
1) How old are you?
- 12

2) Where do you work?
- nowhr -.- ive been repeating it for 3 times alr x:

3 ) Where do you live?
- woodlands . STILL -.-

4) Do you wear glasses??
- yeapp .

5 ) Who are your friends?
- alot alot x:

6) Do you talk to your old friends?
- er .. like how old ? got lar ... SHOULD be X:

7) How many piercings do you have?
- nahhs .

8) How many tattoos?
- tattoo free :D

9) What kind of car do you drive?
- NO LICENSE ==.

10) Has your heart been broken?
- er .. yea x:

11 ) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?:
- takenn [:

12) How do you go to school?
- with lin . yeapyeap .

13) Where do you hang out?
- er ... alot of places ._.

Re post as "How Much Have You Changed
In 7 Years"

-----------------------------------------------

1.What's the worst thing about hugs?
- er ... don't have ? LOOOLLL ! X:

2. Have you kissed someone in the past
3 weeks?
- yeaaa .

3. What did your weekend consist of?
- weekend ... er .. xms open house ? -.-

4. Did you talk to anybody random?
- random ? got this particular girl who came nd we chatted blahhh .

5 . Did any particular thing brighten
up your day?
- got ! somee x:

6. What's the stupidest thing you did
today?
- er .... er ..... dunno -.-

7. Did your last outing involve the
police?
- nopenope ! don't have [:

8. If you could hug anyone right now,
who would it be?
- someone someone x:

-----------------------------------

1. Do you miss someone now?
- definitelyyy ;D

2. Why do you think its hard for some
people to understand you?
- cause ... they stupidd x: nolar =.=

3. What do you prefer? friends before
being lovers, or the other way around?
-er .. none ? -.-

4. Take a line of a song dedicated to
the one you are thinking of right now.
- How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear
I'll be your cloud

5. Have you done something lately that
made you feel bad?
- er .. don't have ?

7. What did you do yesterday?
- ytd ? mmm ... lets see ... play volleyball until hand redred -.-

8. Are you happy?
- kinda ? O.O

9. Say something that other people
might be needing to hear to know more
about you.
- smth smth -.-

12. What will you do tomorrow??
- tml ? er ... gg sun plaza look for clothes :D

13. If death comes tomorrow, what
would you do?
- er .. say byebye ! :D

14. What do you want in life?
- smth -.-

15 . Who do you want to spend ur life
with?
- someone :D

16 . Do you cry when you have problems?
- of course la -.- i am emotion-ful ;D

17. Who cheers you up d most?
- someone :D

18. Do you like to laugh?
-yeapyeap ! alot :D

19. Last food u ate?
- spaghetti --

20 . Do you think people who like to
study a lot are nerds?
- nolar . im not that bad ^^

21. What's your opinion on long
distance relationships?
- er ... dunno -.-

22. What can u say about love at first
sight?
- sometimes rly true [:

23. What do you think about loving
someone, but he/she is not yours?
- moronic . nd depressing T.T

24. Have you ever tried loving someone
who doesn't like you anymore?
- yeap . depression T.T

25. Have you ever dumped someone?
- uh uhhh .

26. Did you ever get in a
relationship with someone you didn't
love?
- don't have ! :D

27 . Have you ever hurt someone who
loved you so much?
- yupp x: kinda regretted it =.=

28. Did you have a fight with someone
today?
- don't have ! guaikia here , rmb ? [:

29. Do you have something you must do
right now?
- hug soft toy !

30. Last text message you received?
- wait urh . dar bad mood nd vry sad . T.T


donee [:

`star

7 YEARS AGO.
1) How old were you?
- 7.

2) How you go to school?
- walk bymyself.

3) Where did you work?
- nowhere.

4) Where did you live?
- bukitbatokave3.

5 )Where did you hang out?
- home.

6) Did you wear glasses?
- nahs

7) Who was your friend(s)?
- my malay friends?

8) How many piercings did you have?
- one pair at ear?

9) What car did you drive?
- idontdrive.

10) Had you been to a real party?
- nah

12 ) Had your heart broken?
- nah

13) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
- single.-.-

2 YEARS AGO.
1) How old were you?
- 12.

2 ) How do you go to school?
- walk by myself.

3) Where did you work?
- idontwork,

4 ) Where did you live?
- bukitbatokst52

5 ) Where did you hang out?
- school?

6) Did you wear glasses?
- yes, but i refuse to wear.

7) Who were your friends?
- idk.

8) Who was your crush?
- omgg,

9) How many tattoos did you have?
- none.

10) How many piercings did you have?
- onepair at theear?

11) What car did you drive?
- idontdrive

1 2) Had your heart broken?
- OMGGG. i feel likekilling that guy.

13) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
- single.

NOW!
1) How old are you?
- 14

2) Where do you work?
- nowhere.

3 ) Where do you live?
- bukitbatokst552

4) Do you wear glasses??
- yes. =/

5 ) Who are your friends?
- lots. =/
schoolmates?
forummers?

6) Do you talk to your old friends?
- yeahhs, 1, 2, 3, 4. =/

7) How many piercings do you have?
- onepair at the ear.

8) How many tattoos?
- none.

9) What kind of car do you drive?
- idontdrive.

10) Has your heart been broken?
- yes ?

11 ) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?:
- single

12) How do you go to school?
- walk bymyself

13) Where do you hang out?
- myroom with comp.

Re post as "How Much Have You Changed
In 7 Years"


1.What's the worst thing about hugs?
- hug the wrong person. ;XX

2. Have you kissed someone in the past
3 weeks?
-yeap

3. What did your weekend consist of?
-lame stuffs.

4. Did you talk to anybody random?
- when?

5 . Did any particular thing brighten
up your day?
- NOTHING.

6. What's the stupidest thing you did
today?
-NOTHING.

7. Did your last outing involve the
police?
- police fer wad reason?

8. If you could hug anyone right now,
who would it be?
-i dont feel like hugging, i feel like wahcking somebody.

-----------------------------------

1. Do you miss someone now?
- uh-huh.*sobs*

2. Why do you think its hard for some
people to understand you?
- cos they are anti-social.

3. What do you prefer? friends before
being lovers, or the other way around?
-any other options?

4. Take a line of a song dedicated to
the one you are thinking of right now.
- I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more.

5. Have you done something lately that
made you feel bad?
- uhh-huh. today.
i didn know they go bunk. -.-

7. What did you do yesterday?
- abusing girls by pulling their straps & trying to rape them.

8. Are you happy?
- NOPE.

9. Say something that other people
might be needing to hear to know more
about you.
- i'm going to have a memory loss soon.

12. What will you do tomorrow??
- taking arabic test,

13. If death comes tomorrow, what
would you do?
- drown myself in the bathtub.

14. What do you want in life?
- freedom.

15 . Who do you want to spend ur life
with?
- myself.

16 . Do you cry when you have problems?
- duh. T.T if not, vulgarities. HOHOHO

17. Who cheers you up d most?
-NOONE. they dont even cheers me up. -.-

18. Do you like to laugh?
-only when talking about hornaye stuffs.

19. Last food u ate?
- spaghetti.

20 . Do you think people who like to
study a lot are nerds?
- NOPE.
only nerd looking people are nerds.

21. What's your opinion on long
distance relationships?
- idk. T.T

22. What can u say about love at first
sight?
- that is all crap.

23. What do you think about loving
someone, but he/she is not yours?
- half idiotic half moronic, like me :D

24. Have you ever tried loving someone
who doesn't like you anymore?
- duhhs, & end up getting mental breakdown.

25. Have you ever dumped someone?
- duhhhs.

26. Did you ever get in a
relationship with someone you didn't
love?
- nahh, want me beat that guy up?

27 . Have you ever hurt someone who
loved you so much?
- ithinkso.

28. Did you have a fight with someone
today?
- nope. we ppl have SUPERRR FUNNN of
abusing each other.

29. Do you have something you must do
right now?
- *yawns*

30. Last text message you received?
- tmr wad exam from my friend.

hey hey cheer up ppls!!! the road will nv end unless u give up on urself.. so nv give up! life is always full of obstacles and we grow up by overcoming them :)

yea like this morning my mum jus screamed at me to quit DB... WTH NEVER!!! if i quit DB, i might as well quit sch.. cos that's the one then keeps pushing me.

so jia you ppl! nv to give up on ur life, even if u fell down, jus climb back up :)

venn^^

There is no more road left to go.



Audrey.

blahhh x:
tday was busy + tiring + stupid dayyy -

first got woken up by some idiot \=
okayy laa , some bear -.-
thn went dar's house , park , 888plaza , fwen's house , another fwen's house , admiralty , park , thn finally homee freeee .

aiya im tiredd T.T
bleahh .
no mood for forumming nowadays T.T
everytime go out , come back alrdy dead tiredd x:
soooo , no forumming for me for th next few dayyys [:
keep this blog activee !

tataaa

`star

hoho,
i`m backkk :D

results is superrr sucky
-.-
failed my maths and lit
RAHRAHRAHRAH
is soo dissapointing when i`m the only girl who failed in my class
suppose, one girl one boy fail li in my calss
and the girl is me
hohoho

diediedie
check answers i dont care and heck care
WHO CARES
-.-
i`m not taking lit alr for my entire life

maths is oh so dead
LOTS OF CARELESS MISTAKE
algebra sign change
gradient instead of degree
RAHRAHRAH

malay who cares alr.
68.5/100
my normal score T.T

eng just pass, 30/60
HOHOHO
the first two section like so called filled in the blanks
passage one: 2/10
passage 2: 1/10
NICE RITE?
then my compre only 12/40
hohoho
then all up to my summary to get full marks, 15/15
-.-

my sci, ithink can forget about taking pure bio and chem alr.
B4 FOR EOY LEHS
combine everything i die liao
-.-
ithink c6 alr
T.T

Simple joy comes from the simplest things.




Lalalala. Audrey is back here to post! :D
Okaaayyyyy, I can't post about my English compo yet, we handed it in to the teachers'. O:
Oh well, I'll try to post about it when I get it back. :D
I scared it will be rather awkward though. :X My compo is a bit rubbishy. D:

Busy searching for pictures to post at my blog post, every now and then. :D
I think it will look nicer! That's why I posted here for this post too! ^ On top.
Umbrella brings out the focus. WOOOOOOOOH. Omg, why am I speaking about art here.
:X
Alrighty ty, the rest must post too, okay! {:
Bf! Cheer up already, everyone has their weaknesses. No one will be so perfect and brave in this whole entire world. :D



AUDREY.

O.O
what happened t vennie x:
don't cry liao ><
i give you tissue t wipe away th tears okayy ?
hees .
ven must cheer up horr !
tday was boredddd >:

tml gg dar's houseeee [:
*shoos away un-straight thinking*
planning for trip t escape laaa ;D
nd forums aren't vry lively nowadays \=
aaah !
revive it pleaseeee x:

tataaaaa

`star

when have u felt hopeless b4? that u nid help but ppl jus ignore u.. even dun care abt u.

fears...

i was left to face my fear/weakness in a confined space and no aid is given. despite the screaming, i was still ignored. i can do nth but to sit in the corner and cry, wishing the fear will jus go away...

instead of console given, i given nth but scoldings.

carn ppl have their own fear? is it wrong for ppl to have a phobia? it seems like here, i'm not suppose to have that phobia. ppl jus given up on me.. no one understand me.

bye.

venn^^

hiyee [:

ehh , i added my own acct into th permissions page cause th main reason i so lazy t post here is cause need t login another acct x:
alrights , y'all understand anot ? +.+

ehem .
nvm x:
nd yesss !
i have been MIA from shared blog nd forums just like what audd said X:
cause i lazy post nd everything maas T.T
but i won't MIA again le !
cause i turn guai liao XD
hahahs .

sooo ...
22Nov is my doomsdayyy !
everyone must wish me gl !
xD

tataaaa

`star

Declaration of blog, half-dead, if nobody starts posting!


Don't let this blog dieeeeeeeeee. At least taaagggggggg. Seems like I'm the only alive one here at this blog. O:
Exams oveerrrr, muusssttt keeep iiiittt aalliiivveeee! O:
I'll post like crazy, once I receive all my compositions & art back. :D
& I'll post here for you all to see. :D Since I'm such a boorreeed personnnnnnnn.
Okay okay, in short, PLEASE POST! :D



AUDREY.

currently finding people to pei me go bunk this sunday at 11am - 12.30pm
xDD
bunk and arcade, my treat. ;D

kay, and hoorayyy, my art done liao! ;D
i have no imaginationnn. -.-




but then hor, too bad need take retest for history source based ques
cos the marker that is my history teacher
her house tio burglar-ed.
then the burlar took this plastic back
inside got her belongings and one stack of history paper from one class that happens to be section b (source-based)
now the whole entire sec 2 need to retake back
8 source based ques in 1hr 10min
dieee.
-.-

nothing to write liao. T.T

lols!!!! jus a super extrememly short post...

ok there is one person who so gay talking on the phone.. imagine we talked crap for like 30plus minutes and kept quiet for 5 to 10 mins.. zzz -.-

and ask if i'm ok to be alone in the night.. LOL..

interested to noe who? sms to call me.. lols

ok time to turn in.. cya!

venven^^

Apple cranberry juice! It's good for healthhhhhhhhhh, able to quench thirst!


OMG, I don't know why I'm advertising about the drink. :X
Cause I'm drinking now? o: I think sooo. :X
LEE SHU HUI AUDREY, IS VERY, VERY, VERY, VEERRRRYYYY SLEEPY & FEELING LETHARGIC NOW!
]:

My eyes are closingggggg. I don't even want to eat my dinneeerrrr. I shall starve, good for health too. O:
Rahhhh, nevermind, infront of me already. :X
APPLE CRANBERRYYYYYYY, MUST TRRRYYYYY.
IT'SSSS NIIICCCCEEEEEE. O:
Okay okay, shall go audition ltr. O:
TATAAAAAAAA.



AUDREY.

hiyee [:

nd im backk !
sry mia for so longg x:
psle is finally over !
nd im so relieved XD
i x3333

i x3 these !




tataaaa

gahhs.
today geog paper.
not bad luuhhs.
got hope to pass. =X

i`m mad about this



heeheehees. xDDD

3 more papers to go and can have funnnnn ;D
4 more dayys to hari raya .
tsktsktstsk.
cant wait fer forummers outing ;D

Are you a PAI KIA in SCHOOL??
PLEASE ANSWER THEM HONESTLY!!
HERE ARE THE QUESTIONS.
HAVE YOU EVER..

[x] tuck out your shirt before? (duhh, all the time x.x)
[x] fold your skirt? (sometimes when my buckle drop off T.T)
[x] argued with a teacher? (yeapp. ^^ just for homeworks)
[x] lied to your parents? (what does this ques got to do with paikia in school?)
[x] fight with your parents? (samesame)

[ ] scolded your parents? (samesame)
[ ] smoked a cigarette? (nahs, smoking stinks. =D)
[x] SMS in class? (sometimes when i`m bored)
[x] made a call in class? (sometimes)
[x] hurt someone's feelings? (alot luhhs. =X)

[x] fight with your enemies? (i argue with them, considered?)
[x] ditched someone? (with enemies pl0x.)
[x] flirt another girl/guy? (flirt with guys, yeahs. =/ for the fun of it)
[x] scold vulgarities? (alot luhs. =X)
[x] made a girl cry?? (enemies?)


NOW , i hope you had answered ALL of
the questions HONESTLY!

REPOST THIS AS 'are you a pai kia?'
my marks is 13 /15

weee.. here to post since audd posted.. haha

ok PROMOS IS FINALLY OVER... so here's wad i thought

GP: eh screwed?
Maths: screwed.
Chemistry: not too sure.. lols
Econs: CONFIRM SCREWED
Bio: eh not bad lah.. but screwed..

that's my reflections lols...

sat going sentosa with my sec sch mates!!! omg omg i carn wait!!!!!!!

cya ^^

venn^^

Things may appear to be tough, but we've got to remain strong.


:D
HAHAHA. I am posting! Lalalalalaa. I updated my own blog too. {:
WEEE HEEE HEEE HAAA HAAAHAHAA. LOL. :x
I am highhhhhhhh, I am looowwwww, I am WOAH HO HO. LOL.
RANDOM. O:

Oh yesss, today was scary. o:
Some girl fell down at the bus, while alighting at Clementi Macs bus stop!
She fell right behind me after I go down! o:
I turned around, I saw her FACE FLAT DOWN on the ground. o:
And her heels was stucked in between the floor & the bus. :X
I was super shockeddddddddddd. :X I wanted to help laa, but 2 women were helping alr, so didn't manage to help. :X
First time experiencing such thing! O: I am a first-timer!

Oh wellllll, 2 papers down! Aboutttt.. 10 more papers to go!
OMGLAAAASOMANYMOREPAPERSTOGOIAMSODYING! o:
LOL. {:
Tomorrow is History & Chinese Paper 1 for me! I shall go pray later. :D
Wish me all the best too, peopleeee! :D



AUDREY.
I LOVE ALL! WOOOOOOOOOOOT.

damn it, it's a happy day for me and some f****** bitch have to spoil it for me?



it's last stress paper (sry audd i noe but i have to say) for me today so me and my friends wanna play audi together. so i open the rm FOR ME AND MY FRIENDS though i still allow others to come...

then this bitch XiaoOohGui have to come and spoil it.

omg i dun care if she will come after me if she happen to c this post cos i seriously dun care. she jus some sore loser YUP SORE LOSER even though i lost to her.

i wanna play night, but she keep pleading me wanting to play db4 140~ but my friend is new, she carn, so ok i let her play one db4 grp but slower speed. then during the game she acted SOOO noob though she get first.

friend ask her got main she say no. hell as if i'll believe... yup u can have no main but if u tell me this is ur FIRST acc that u play with, if i believe then i'm an idiot.

so kik her cos she's super getting to my nerves. then wad she do? come back in and __ me.. pm me and call me fk my mother. OMG u wan scold me can BUT LEAVE MY MOTHER OUT OF THIS. damn it. i not gonna use vulgar on her(other then the first line) cos i'll be same as her if i do that. then say i noob cos cannot win her. OMG AM I THAT KIND OF PERSON THAT CARES ABT WINNING?

i wanna play with my friends, for the fun of it, and she come and spoil our game cos in the end all my friends din wanna play. then she keep pming me saying i noob. noob noob lah.. I AM NOOB in game i dun deny. but character? she's jus a noob. at least i'm better then her cos i dun scold ppl's mum. damn it lah.

nth to say.. i'm damn pissed. dun get to the wrong side of me today.

venn^^

BOO. BOO. BOO.
:D

Time for updates for the blog!
Anyway, eoys are coming!
TIME TO MUG!

Veeennn! I know yours ending! Don't make us jealous! ]:
HOLIDAY MODE. O:
1 week and 1 day for meeeeeeee. Pfft.
JIAYOU ALL. :D



AUDREY.
I can have my iPod back, finally! :D

just basically, i`m tired of life.
why don`t i just take a knife ans stab myself real hard.
Nothing seems to work for me.
I have no responsibility,
i have no respect,
i have no commitment,
i just don`t treasure my life.
That`s because no one cared for me,
why should i care about myself?

i don`t need any love,
i don`t need to be loved
as i don`t even love myself.
what for live if i don`t even have the determination to live.

i just basically have no life
being like a parasite
rot one corner and don`t even do anything else.
only do something when being told.

sometimes i wonder why on earth people like me exist.
they are just a rubbish to the society.
people like me don`t deserve to be love and care
instead, let them die alone with no one around to help to bury

love life,
school life,
home life,
cyber life
are just heartbreakers
why do i even have a life

sometimes, people wonder
where is the girl that people use to know
she just vanished and dissapear into the thin air
people like her dont even deserve to live

i always wanted to be living in my own world
and not to be known by others where i am.
i don`t even think they will bother to ask such questions
dying alone and fulfil others one and only wish.

I'm glad now that Star has thought it through! :D


No more sadness already for you, star! :D
Mhhmm, oh yaa, were my advices given to you in the afternoon, of any use? o:
I think my advices are lousy. :X

Oh well. I didn't go for study group today anyway. o:
I slept till super lateee. I don't think I'll be sleeping today though. :D
Got to rush through my artwork.
Who wants to accompany me, and talk on the phone today? :D
I got to conference, or I'll end up sleeping instead. :X
My comfortable bedddddddd.
Hahahahaa, anyone conferencing, tell me alright! :D



AUDREY.
:D

仙剑奇侠传 ~
hahahs .
i also watched th last epi before i went down t park .
was damn touching .
i almost cried when th girl died ]:
like so sad sia :x

hahahs .
i've decided t remove the rantings i did in this post .
it's not worth it after all [:

`star -

It can't be pasted together, but so, why did fate allow us to meet each other.


I'M LIKE SUPER RANDOM. :x
Ven gf! This sentence seems like for you. o:
Don't be upset already, alright. Even if rejection or whatever else happens unto you, we will always be here.
What are friends for! :D & bf like meeeee. {:
And so many people wrote composition about Eli's kind also? o:
Wowww. All true, I want to read 1 day! :D
Later I break down and cry. Uber embarrassing. o:
What time is it? It's exams time, it's not vacation!
O: HAHAHAA. :X

Sorry, Audrey is toooooo random.
I think I'm having study group again tomorrow. Study till my brain burst!
Wish me luck, hope my brain & my head doesn't explode. :D
Ss homework, art project, chinese online tests, mugging, tuition.
BOOOOOOOOOM.



AUDREY.

jus a break from mugging..

was bathing jus now when i tot a lot... jus cried finish after watching the repeat of the last episode of 仙剑奇侠传.. it never fail to let me cry.. never.. and it make me think a lot more...

a phrase in the show 情有可缘...
我告诉你我喜欢你，是因为我不要以后后悔。我不会要求你喜欢回我，我只是要坦然面对自己的感情。(i confessed to you that i liked you is that i din want to regret. i'm not asking you to like me too, i jus want to face up to my feelings.)

it's not the exact sentence, but yep and i do agree cos that's my mentality.. but guys nv seems to understand this. it's true..

saw my ex crush today... i got rejected kinda insensitively last time... and that has been months ago.. but after i seen him today.. i realised the feelings has nv been erased b4... i've seen him many times since after i said the feelings are gone, even talked to him since we are from the same cca.. but each and everytime, i felt weird with him around, my feelings will go all funny but i nv make it out wad is it... until today..

something my friend said it true.. a girl will still like her previous crushes until she really settle down with the guy of her true love... and i agree...

shld i face up to my feelings? that the truth is i still like him? i dunno.. but i'm definitely not going to confess.. i dun wan all to happen all over again..

it's a question mark.

venn^^

hiyeee (:
im back guys ^^
emo-ness finally passed over le lah :D
though i cause my friend declare bankrupt in audi :x
she left XX dens only siaa T.T
rawr
must earn back for her as soon as possible .
before she see th dens missing liao ^^"
ahahahs .

`star

BOO. :D

I am feeling so tireddddddddddd. ]:
It's only 7 plus. I feel stupid. o:
Anyway, Vennn! You didn't tell me to pay for your bills, but I'm asking you to pay my bills.
:D

HAHAHHAA. And, agree! Those who wants to emo, must sought permission from Ven & me first! :D
Don't emo anymore okay, girls.
More wrinkles, more blah blah. :x
You guys emo, later I'll get affected again too.
Then all shall be sad togetherrrrrrrr. ]:
]: ]: ]:
Ven, your crush crushie thing thingy, I don't understand. O:
LOL. :X
Sorry, Audrey is stuuupiddd. :X

Alright, Audrey must be a goooood kid now, & do my Chinese online tests! :x
My dad shouted at me just now. TT
Tataaaa! {:


AUDREY.
Don't make fun of me & chinese. ]:

willie..
1) i not emo.. (ok i not that emo lols)
2) u 2 more days to everything over, i 6 more days to doom.. lols

and AUDD!! haha i din ask u to pay for my bills leh... hoho..

hmm... recently fan abt a lot of things.. and now i'm very scared of promos.. wad if i retain? haha nvm then i'll be same yr as willie didi.. LOLS

NO CANNOT I MUST GET PROMOTED!! yep.. is i slaughter the papers not they slaughter me.. haha that's wad my teacher said.. haha.. yep must have that mentality..

lols

hmm recently a lots of stuff happened.. that set me thinking and come to a conclusion..

it's ok to like someone, to have a crush for him/her
but, it's NOT ok if u are too obsessed with that person when he/she is not even ur couple yet
even if 2 are together, it does not mean a thing.
cos he/she may jus regard u as a soul mate, and nth else.
so in the end? the one getting hurt may be urself.
i experienced it b4.. 2 times this yr? sad case.
now i'm seeing it happen around me again.. ppl getting hurt and such...
wad's the point?
it's sweet and nice to have someone there for u, when 2 are truely in love with each other.
but if it's a crush, let it BE a crush and not any further.. stay single that way..
it's better.. serious.. cos a crush is easy to let go.
it's a thought, an advice, to anyone who have crushes right now.

lucky i dun have.. LOLS.. ok treat it as i'm crapping.. haha
ok lah.. my eyecandy.. I SAW HIM TODAYYYYY!! AUDD!!! `STAR!!! haha lols...
but jus eyecandy.. something to my eyes... haha.. lols

ok enjoy mugging ppl.. it'll soon be over :)

and no more emoing k ppl.. wan emo get permission from me.. haha!!!

ja nei ^^

venn^^

*yawns*
some sicko who was perveted in th mind sms-ed me today ]:
todayy was ultra boring with lots of longgg lectures >.>
im gonna go crazy soon lahhs .
ihatelongandboringlectures ):

recess time collected debt from didi lols .
he ask me not t lose it .
i look so careless one arh ? +.+

come home actually wna slp de .
some annoying person kept pestering me on msn .
okayy lah don't say pester .
the conv was q pleasant for a change -.-

thn wna slp , but thn came an annoying sms ]:
aiya .
i feel so irritated and annoyed =.=
both sickos sick in the mind de .
completelyyyy :x
and tml got 2hrs of hmt +.+
i wna skippp !
maybe pretend fall sick go get mc -.-

anwww .
winter tml online hor =.=
alrights , thats all for my postie .
wna get into my cosy bed and get back my deprived sleep .
ahahahs .

eh , still need play audi with tzp =.=
okayy !
any kind soul see this can rush t audi t save me from dying ?
><"
pretty pleaseee .

`star

people, I`M BACK.
anyone miss me?
nehmind. i`m crapping.

the most ridiculous thing i ever did today is cleaning the entire homec kitchen.
IS SO ER XIN PL0X

the most lame-st thing i ever did is stare at something and not doing my malay work.
who cares?
we are given task to use song lyrics and make it into story.
before that, my teacher alr ask us to print song lyrics we like.
then she said if you don`t print, write down of foolscap the lyrics. -.-

if you ask me, i can`t be bothered about malay songs.
i don`t even listen to one.
even if i listen, i don`t know the lyrics.
the meaning of lyrics i also would not understand and know.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.


This song is nice. (:
Part of the lyrics above is nice too. o:
Why are lyrics of sad songs so nice to listen & read? :x
Got to start mugging sooooon! ]:
I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to. o: Blaaaah.
Study group for Monday!
Caregroup on Wednesday!
Study dates on Thursday & Friday!
:D
Nothing on tomorrow. o:
DO ART! :X

Audrey is a very very very busy woman!
Shall find something to do now. o:
Tata! :D


AUDREY.
4 Oct - 11 Oct, helpppp.

ahahahs :D
im backkk !
conf was funn ! :D
and can finally lax now liao . * phewww *
~wipes sweat~

lols .
im talking in riddles -.-
nvmnvm .
i suddenly feel emo-fied :x
RAHH +.+
dunno what happen to me siaa .

in reality , there's nothing like "happily ever after" .
you were the one who told me you loved me .
you said you couldn't live without me .
everything , i drunk in everything .
i thought you would be happy with her , at least .
I really thought you would .
But now time proves me wrong .
And you've finally revealed your true self .
I was worried , alright ?
About you , and your broken heart .
You were hurting inside , and I couldn't help but feel sad .
Cause I could see how bad you were hurting .
I wished I never helped you from the start .
You might've been happier if you had been with other girls .

emoing - star

kinda tired.
forum is boring.
laydio just rawks! ;D
bored bored bored.

okay people. i`m off for now. -.-
take note of my mia-ing dates.

Hey everyoneeee. :D

This blog is getting dead already, isn't it. o:
Keep it alive, still! {:

I'm having blisters on my fingers now. :x
Stupid art. :x Booooooooo.
Anyway, don't emo already okay! Ven gf2 & Star, daughter! Tsktsk.
I think I'm sad now too. But oh well! I think you 2 seem more serious.
If you 2 don't mind sharing, can tell me anything & everything under the sun, alright!
I'll be here no matter what. :D

Take care, you guys. {:



AUDREY.

boo !

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
As the cold coffee leaves the coaster
我忍住的情绪在很后面
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind
拼命想挽回的从前
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Fighting hard to restore the past
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
On my face you can still see ever so clearly
最美的不是下雨天
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
that rainy day wasn’t the most beautiful
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
It’s the shelters that I once shared with you in the rain
回忆的画面
hui yi de hua mian
The pictures in my memory
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian
While on the swings dreams become less sweet
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further
又何必去改变已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian ni cuo guo de shi jian
and why bother changing the times that you’ve missed
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
ni yong ni de zhi jian zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
you used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye
想像你在身边在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Perhaps life’s destiny only allowed us to meet
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ji de qiu tian
(and) Only allowed us to love this one season of fall
飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian
only after the pieces drifted down that I realized these are the pieces of happiness
要我怎麼捡
yao wo zen me jian
How do i pick them up

such an emo song ><"
i looove this song lah .
the lyrics is like x3 .
ahahahs xD

im just wondering ..
if i did the right thing when i helped you decide between those two girls .
cause right now im hurting so bad .

dunno y.. i've been feeling emo today.. y? i dunno...

因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

chorus from Xi Jie, Lin Jun Jie's album..

everytime i hear i feel emo.. i say i'm cranky... but.. i'm not..

feel like cry...

wad shld i do?

then that creep N*** had to pissed me out.. well some humor for the day.. some S.O.B tht has no sense of logic... "respect my young ones" LOL who u trying to imitate? gandalf? merlin? dumbledore? lols i'm telling u u are far from it man.. KID. damn..

i've complex feelings and i din noe what issit it... i dunno what i wan... i dunno wad i'm feeling.. i'm confused... how?

ven^^

emo day.. imagine i listen to gotta go my own way throughout the whole day...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

haix.. someone cheer me up? lols..

buai... back to books -.-

ven^^

rahs.
having a weird time in school.
-.-
sleep almost all the time.
teacher teaching i go sleep
until the whole class all laugh
ven during silence reading
then my friend beside me say i snore when sleeping
choir sleep too xDD
and i want go to sp choirperformance.
the accapella guys rawks! ;D

I FELT THE EARTHQUAKE!!! WHO FELT IT!!!

lols... i was bathing halfway when i felt the tremor... 2nd time liaos.. lols

ven^^

okayy !
listening t gotta go my own way .
such an emo song yeahs :x
ahh reminds me of bad memories lah T.T
stayed home sickk todayy ):
currently haveing serious nose blockage .
ohgod i can't breathe :xxxxx
im gonna die here silently lah .
and i want t use this color forever and ever XD

`star

boos !
ven don't pissed le lar .
i give you nice and sweet lollipops okayy ?
:DD
i just died ingame ):
LOLS !
today tchr caught me replying sms t audrey lah T.T
thn ransack my bag find th phone .
RAHHH :x
but lucky luckyyyyyy !
tchr nvr say anything at all O:
imagine if th tchr confiscate .
><" like O.O liddat siaa .

`star

ok i'm pissed, not jus angry, audd.

wad de hell? we can have freedom to do stuff rite? come in

"This is seriously a bad thread, cos you may be endangering some people.. You would never know how is the person like in real life.. I seriously think this thread is a waste of bandwidth."

sry but F*** You. dun like the thread dun like de thread lah! @ss off.. is not as if I DIN warn eli that the thread would be dangerous... even if u think that way, can u pls put it in a kinder way? f***

damn it... ok fine flare up till here

lols today... SUPER SIAN DAY.. and `star tested ut if i can really use phone in sch.. lols... haha

The oldest zha bor
ven^^

BOOOOOOOOO! :D
Hello hello hello hello hello hello! (:

Audrey is feeling mad.
Audrey is feeling retarded.
Audrey is feeling gay.
Audrey isn't herself.
Audrey just feels, WEIRD! :D

OKAY, ENOUGH OF RANDOMNESSSS!
Queenstown today with Eli & Twin! :D
Pictures pictures timeeeeee! :D
(Star, I gotta go my own way, is niceeeeeeeee! x3) HEEHEE.













Tata!
AUDREY.